| 3rd year into university, and she still has no idea what i want to do in life. if one asks, she would reply with stuff like "travel the world," "have fun," or the classic "i don't know yet." quite depressing, really. she gradually sees each of her highschool friends become closer to their dreams; doing co-ops, getting into their preferred program, whereas this one here is held back a year because her credits aren't sufficient.
how is she supposed to explain to her single, hard-working mother that she is sick of going to school, and she doesn't want to settle down? sick of university life. sick that she has to pay to experience that "coveted" life. just thinking of the fact that she would have to stay in school for at least another 3 years is murder. but she wants to live up to her mother's expectations. cliche: it's a cruel world out there.
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| can't wait for the trip~ i don't wanna work anymore (/>n<)/ but i'm horridly broke after all the christmas shopping. bah humbug. hope something interesting happens soon |
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| haha. finally got the chance to play it yesterday night. it was supposed to be all you can eat sushi night, but then it changed to sushi and movie at church... to sushi and risk at church. our group consisted of noobs; no one told us how to play at all.. so at the beginning when we were claiming territory, we stuck it all randomly and despersed =D new ginea, siam, japan, afganistan, iceland... yeah dispersed. there was no hope of us winning at all. however, we did reinforce new ginea with like 20 people xD. the game lasted so long.. and we didn't even finish. at first, everyone else was afraid for us. near the end, everyone was afraid of us. hilarious =D next, i must try cranium. people say its fun oh right. midterms next week. aiyeeee )= ps. italian soda is so mMMmm... |
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| first of all... happy birthday to [in random order] joyce, fanny, and david!... and kakashi? =P anyways. i hate labs. especially physics labs. they remind me of martens. blah he still haunts me when i'm out of highschool. bio lab was fun though. we get a field trip next week to tower beach! wherever that is! hmm... still not used to waking up at 6am just for those 8:00 classes. therefore, i decided to stay over at joyce's basement [which was 20 minutes away from campus] so i could get more sleep! yay~ got sucked into attending a ninjutsu class [it was free, so w/e] and now my left arm is sore [from rolling] and my stomach is sore [from the crunches] i am so in shape =) got off late... so decided to stay over at joyce's... again. for our dinner, we had to walk to safeway to get stuffs. she got french bread. we had cream of mushroom soup, french bread with salmon bits... and i had a tandoori chicken and mushroom pizza from before. notice the mushroom consumption of the day. how horrible xP so anyone else already behind in their readings? |
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